being stupid again

i just found out something again which is what he said and what the truth is totallly.....i dunno...why must you always telling lies to me again and again??why?could you please tell me why and stop blaming me for not listening to u, misunderstand u?STOP ACTING INNOCENT AND PITYFUL IN FRONT OF ME! S*** U. i don't need to see all that.don come to me and ask me what have you did and all..what you did you should know it your self. i cant play with that. If you really wanna be like that, ok..let's play it together..dont you think more fun? i do feel is fun..im really doubt that how much lies will come to me again. How many times im going to put myself believing in you again and again. Why do you have to do this to me?WHY?! im not that stupid anymore.IM AWAKE! Dont ever stop me from doing this and that again. Today, i've change myself to satisfy you but you dont seems to appreciate it.Ok, great..and I choose to be with you and i promise you i'll not talk much to any guys, i really did that..but see what you did to me? Alright, is time for me to change back to the first you met me. Don ever come to me and beg me again this time. Sorry and promises will never accepted. I guess this is what you want me to be actually. =) Don ever regret with the things that happen. Things will not gonna be the same again. Im here to tell u. THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT!