=) Ryan & Bryan ,said they gt a big surprised by me.. they said they didn't expect that i'll find them..cause most of the time i said ' im busy '..lol..bad huh? -.* We went queensbay after that.. Winnie just cant stop walking around,buying stuffs. My legs were so pain cause of her , from north to south, east to west. =( Help!! i don't even get to have a seat unless when she tried for shoes. After that, accompany them for lunch at dragon i then back to their home. Waiting for them to bath and Ryan start busy with his dota again..sien nia..waited for them till 9something. so slow..especially Ryan...so slow..worst than girl..Then, went for dinner just nearby their house. After dinner, back home. tiring =|Arguments we had again. =( He called me and cant get thru me .Then, when i got home i called him back. The way he talked to me haiz...speechless...all the time also like that..used to it..when his friends around him, it just so hard for him to talk. What so hard huh?not used to it cause you never talk to any of ur ex before in front of them?or is just so shy for you to talk in front of them?or simply cause you don't want them to know that you have gf?hmm.. This question was still in my mind.=.= ?? ok forget it.. Asked me to wait for him, yea i did try my best. He text me ask me to wait for him for awhile.. yea AWILE.. an hour..now i know the meaning of awile.. what took you so long to eat huh?yea your friends again mer..i know i know..Late nvm, not even a 'sorry' yet scolded me. WTH is that!?Did i force you to wait?! Did i threaten you with anything if u don't wait?! If you not willingly to wait for me then DON'T. Don't force urself to do things that you don't mean it or do it willingly. I hate people say things that sound im the one who force them, this and that. i HATE IT ! And now i know all this while whatever i asked to you wait is just forcing you right. yea thanks.
And yea, ur ex so much better than me. im just a piece of blank paper right? then go back to your ex. don't come to me and said those to me. If you don't appreciate me, then just GET AWAY FROM MY LIFE! BACK WITH YOUR EX! Still have others who appreciate me, im sure! Don't come to me and blame me for everything. You deserved it! And this is what you're asking from me! and yea, 'lets split' right?yea yea...split.. =D always the same word from you hmmm.....alright. i'll accept it this time with no regrets and don't ever turn back to me anymore! i guess this is what you're thinking for it for a long time d. im sorry i cant be the best for you as you know no one is perfect in this world. and i wish all the best in ur life! =D
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